Two months on lexapro coworker trist

Hi I was put on ssri lexapro only took 20 pills in two months but felt like I was looking at myself though in a happy long term relationship I had a strange triste with coworker much older than myself / they clearly wanted me but I didn’t seem to care either way -my spouse caught my texts with coworker and confronted me–I since came off lexapro dr says no relationship my spouse and I disagree –I kissed them — what else might have happened since I was talking inappropriately for months ?! Will never get on ssri again