Citalopram- lost libido. lost love

I have taken paroxetyne for 5 years and then the doctor changed it to citalopram and i realised I have no libido…then the doctor changed it to fluvoxamine and I realised I can`t feel love for my boyfriend. It was a tragedy because we planned to get married:( It was the beginning of the horror. I gave up all medicationss but I lose all the feelings! All! I can`t even feel any mood…I feel almost nothing for 2 years:(