Loved this person but feeling blocked couldn’t express my love

I been on Citalopram for about 5 years it was only 14 months ago I entered a reletionship and i loved this person deeply she was a great part of my life but at times it was hard cause i would have no sexual desires at all i knew this was side effect but i didnt know the ssri stopped the ability to fall in love which what happened to me 

even thou i love her it was like i couldnt expressed my love and it was like my feelings were blocked 

I think Citalopram SSRI caused alot of problems in the relationship 

it stopped my ability to really feel the love and it stopped my desires 

I know the meds are great for treating depression but the side effects can can take its toll  Crying or Very sad

Has anyone been in relationship while they were on Citalopram and found that it was hard to love that person even feel that your emotions are just numb and there was no feelings no emotions no sexual dedires 

I think ssri can really effect relationships 

and when you go off the meds you realise you get all feeling back 

i use to best myself up thinking what was wrong with me why couldnt I  act on and feel love but i guess i had the meds to thank for that.